angielski

Hmmm, I'm convinced that no person can be discribed in as much space as there is here so I'll just attempt a general summary...I'm 24, I'm a bad influence on children, most people see me as crazy and slightly evil but they only see what I want them to see. I'm a much more interesting person than I let on. The depth of my thought into things metaphysical is almost overwhelming, even to me, so I try not to think about it very much. I wish there were something "more" to this world and all its unchanging monotony. I'm tired of generalizations, cliche's, segregations, stupid sayings that everyone around me seems to repeat over and over, if you dont know what I mean, just listen to people talk and its almost like listening to a recording over and over, no matter who your around. I crave depth when all I seem to be able to get is the surface. People are fake, they say what they need to say to get what they want. They dont seem concerned with the thoughts or feelings of those around them as long as those personal needs are met and its sickening to me. I'm tired of all the happy smileing drones going around with their daily lives accomplishing nothing that means anything to anyone other than themselves.
I try to see beauty in all things, I can be mesmerized for insurmountable amounts of time by simple things such as the texture of paint on a wall, or the way stones are laid out in a rock garden, the patterns in the clouds, the swirls in a carpet. I look around me at all these things and aside from their beauty all I'm able to see is an unchanging world of stereotypes and things that society has decided are necessary for its survival. Buildings, cars, people, no matter where you go you see the same things, there's nothing left to explore, no room left for the mind to adventure. I read books of fiction and I'm angered by the fact that all those books do, even though I greatly enjoy them, is make me wish that there was something else to this world than is already apparent. It seems "science" has discovered everything of interest and theres no mystery or wonder left in the known world. Call me nihilistic if you will but these things depress me.

Baran

Wysportowany

5' 8 (173 cm)

Niebieski

kaukaskie

Nigdy Nie Wyszłam Za Mąż/ Nigdy Się Nie Ożeniłem

Tak - Poza Domem

Nie

Oczy

Inny, Blizny

Brązowy

Nie mam zwierząt domowych

Nie

Liceum

Własna Działalność Gospodarcza

Inny

whatever it is that im doing...

Mniej niż $14,999USD

Ze Współlokatorami

Wszystko Jest w Porządku

Tak - Często

Nie

Wyrzutek

Antyspołeczny, Flirciarz, Dark, Dziwna

Czytanie, Muzyka, Filmy, Internet, Gry

Próbowanie Nowych Rzeczy, Relaks, Spanie, Czytanie Książki, Granie w Gry Komputerowe, Wyjście Do Muzeum

Spending time alone with the person, telling each other about ourselves, learning as much as possable about the persons behavior, likes, dislikes, intrests, and such, in essence, becomeing one with the person, mentaly at least.

There are too many things that ive wanted to try to list here, mainly though, id like to learn some sort of musical instrument.

Przyjacielski, Niewychowany, Ponury, Zabawny

chrześcijanin

Nigdy

Hah!

Mądry, Oschły/Sarkastyczny, Ponury, Sadystyczny

Dokumentalne, Filmy

Akcji, Fantastyka, Horrory, Thrillery

Rock, Metal, Industrialna

Starożytne, Fantastyczne, Fikcyjne, Historyczne, Horrory, Muzyka, Filozoficzne, Poezja, Religijne, Naukowe, Fantastyka, Jestem Autorem Książek

My thoughts vary on this subject...

Inteligencja, Atrakcyjny Wygląd, Poczucie Humoru, Wrażliwość, Śmiałość, Spontaniczność, Flirciarz, Dowcipny

Przyjaciel, Randka, Intymny